i don't wanna have any relation to the guy that loved me in lies. the guy that pour his love to me with with so much lies till couldn't see the truth and the lies... both were seems to be the same.. which is, lie.
lie,
lie,
lie,
lie,
who always stay as a liar in my eyes.
okay, back to the title.. gastric or in other name, gastritis? what is gastric? what are the factors that cause gastric? do ya feel curious of why i mentioned gastric? okay, gastritis is an inflammation, irritation or erosion of the lining of the stomach. it can occur suddenly (acute) or gradually (chronic)
so, what are the causes?
it can be caused by irritation due to excessive alcohol use, chronic vomiting, stress or the use of certain medications that's anti-inflammatory drugs such as aspirin. and :
- Helicobacter pylori (H. pylori): A bacteria that lives in the mucous lining of the stomach; without treatment, the infection can lead toulcers, and in some people, stomach cancer.
- Pernicious anemia: A form of anemia that occurs when the stomach lacks a naturally occurring substance needed to properly absorb and digest vitamin B12
- Bile reflux: A backflow of bile into the stomach from the bile tract (that connects to the liver and gallbladder)
- Infections caused by bacteria and viruses
and if gastritis is left untreated, it might get worse as it can lead to a severe loss of blood and increase the risk of developing stomach cancer.
so how do you wanna know that you're having gastritis?? the symptoms :
- Nausea or recurrent upset stomach
- Abdominal bloating
- Abdominal pain
- Vomiting
- Indigestion
- Burning or gnawing feeling in the stomach between meals or at night
- Hiccups
- Loss of appetite
- Vomiting blood or coffee ground-like material
- Black, tarry stools
so i've been diagnosed to suffer gastritis. (yeayy) (padan muka aku) well, i had a severe pain lately, it has been over 4 days.. and including today, it has been 5 days i'm suffering from a pain in my stomach. i've been hiding it from my parents. and i can't take the pain anymore so i just told mom today.. and so do dad. so my dad asked me to go to have a check. at first, i refused to as i don't want to add up one more burden to them. and i made a research on the pain i suffered. and yeahh, mostly it's related to the gastritis symptoms. i'm scared that it might get worst to stomach ulcer so yeah, i just do what dad asked me to.
i went to see a doctor and told her how i felt lately about how i get my tummy sad... so she said based on what i told her, ya, i got gastric for free without having to ask for. but i don't skip my meal... (maybe sometimes) but i don't eat spicies?? (most of the time i ate it) and i eat a lot! (it's actually the truth).. and why did i still get the disease? okay.. maybe i get stress. but why? because of what? because of him? curse on him. don't mention him. i eat a lot.. i just don't want to suffer from having longggg-period-of-time-on-stomachache... so it brings a lot of pain and burden to me. i can't skip my meals.. i should eat more protein and most of all, i shouldn't let my tummy empty as empty as my heart.
so Ima, from now on.. to make your parent's life easier.. you should make everything seems to be easy. don't fall sick. don't cry. don't give up. don't do anything stupid. be a better person. i know, Allah is with me. Alhamdulillah he's the one who didn't leave me whenever i get sad or being stepped on... he was always there.. and will always be. and always show the truth though it has been hidden in lies... truth always win over the lie. so do the good person. Allah knows better. so to my reader, don't forget to eat on time.. take your diet diligently, eat good and fresh meals.. don't skip your meals.. always bring snacks in your bag so that whenever you feel hungry, you can have them. and do take a good care of yourself or you're gonna suffer like me.. having gastritis isn't fun at all :'( yet, Alhamdulillah i feel glad that it's just a minor gastritis.. thank you Allah.
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